Not in a party mood

We went to Nikodem's 1st birthday, It was good to see him so happy and already walking around. In the party all the falmily was polish exept me, today I was lucky I could distract myself with the television, on was the track cycling world cup. I still like very much to watch any sport, I do not have neither television at home or tickets, but I need to get a place to watch the coming Olimpic Games, the same should say Olivia, because she was also staring for the television.

In spite of the party I was not at the same mood at all, I am feeling very down, and as if I want to go even more down.