Sun when I want

The Sun is shinning again, actually it always shines whenever we want, we just need to have our heart open, The bad days often are our choice. I do like to Live and to taste the smallest things of it but I confess that more and more I am feeling less and less committed with it, as if I am not the owner of my Life. I am not able to do much more demands from it. But I am not unhappy with that. It is a different perspective and also enjoyable. I am just doing my part, carrying on.