Contrasts

The days are moving on full of contrasts, this will be my last week of holidays as in the next Monday I will have already another chemotherapy session on the top of me. I confess that I cannot wait for that, It is awful the week ahead of the chemo but I know without that my life would not have any hope. Psychologically knowing that we are in treatment also boost the moral, It is like postponing the reality, putting the problems under the carpet as long as possible, For a while in this way I am full of hope, at least few more months, the time that last the chemotherapy.